For all the heartache and misery, for all the years of loneliness I have gone through, it has been completely worth it for the absolutely beautiful relationship that now engulfs my life.
The way you make me feel is unexplainable. I love you with every fiber of my being. Through all the bullshit and misery I’ve dealt with in the past, I have finally found light and I cannot even begin to fathom how inexplicably beautiful that is. The way you touch me sends shivers up my spine. The flutter of your eyes ascends my heartbeat into a rapid ethereal state. I can honestly say that this experience is entirely different. As your fingers trace geometric patterns on my neck, a luminous sense of comfort engulfs my soul. Physical communication is lacking, but does that even matter? The silence is beautiful. Our thoughts are contorted amongst one another; connected to no ends. Minus all the cliche and overused phrases, all the infamous rumors of heartache and cynicsm, the neverending warnings of despair to come, it comes down to the simplistic thought process of there is only now. And now is where I want to be.